Joy ride

Lying on the bed, staring at the ceiling wall and smirking to yourself. If that is not consider silly what else is.

A year or more have past. I had just awakened up from what you called my most comical dream ever. I shall not jot down in details but, mainly of what I think I might/like to share with you.

This whole year, my emotions have dragged me up and down like a roller coaster. In my midst of discontent, perhaps a shrink might call it life adjustment. I would like to call it my felicity of Life. Now, as the adjustment have taken its place and many “spyfly” watching your back. You are pretty much settled into the assemblage.

Recalling my debut on 5th Aug 08 was a pleasant one. My first thought was freedom, away from work, stress, MIL….Until we are officially staying together, the worst have yet to come. Stumbling with all kinds of politics, facing the paradox of abundance, morphing into an amoeba. Nothing can banish the initial movement.

As you walked the path, despite a disparities in age, you quickly blend with those like-minded yet better with the once that reconcile similarities. I wonder how much tears have been wasted when it could have become tears of joy. I’m glad that the old me finally overcome this ‘life adjustment’ and brush it off with a smile.

“It is impossible to live the pleasant of life without also living sensibly, noble and justly, and it is impossible to live sensibly, nobly and justly without living pleasantly.”